Guru Purnima, special day for teachers. I have sent wishes messages to my respected teachers some replied most of them not. 🙁 that’s why it didn’t became that much special to me…
7:00 PM, I came back from ICT, kept my bag. I was not able to get care from my gurus so I went to Pashupatinath with the hope that God will care me. It was raining softly and I was walking on the rain. That was really enjoyable moment. Hope that will not affect my health.
I reached there at around 15 mins, worshiped form the western gate. As Shrawan is the special month for devotees of Lord Shiva, temple area was little crowdy. After that I went towards the place where regular evening Puja was being done. Evening Aratis & Bhajans were simply awesome. Shiva Tandab Bhajan is the best part for me. Kids, men & women dancing with Tandab music is really cool. They seems like they have nothing to do except dancing. No tension at all. This is the story of one side. At other side, smoke of life was covering the whole sky, trouble of the relatives in loss of their beloved family member. Both part of life at one place.
One the way back, I met a friend. He asked me why I frequently come to that place? Can you feel god?
I replied with a question, “One day, a blind man asked me what the wind looked like?? ” Though I could see perfectly with my own two eyes, I was not able to answer to blind man. So I took him to a field where the wind was blowing, and then he could feel the wind, he sensed the wind and he knows that it exists. This is How I know God exist, because I can feel him inside of my Heart.
Hearing this answer that friend got lost instantly. Till that time rain was becoming more heavy and I was totally wet but I was loving it so no need to increase the pace. I arrived in my room at around 8 PM.
